Dead & Gone

Single again.  Part of me is really sad to say goodbye to a boy that I genuinely enjoyed spending time with but the other part of me feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.  I am meant to be single right now and I am excited to be back where I belong.  Single life--I missed you!  However....I am turning over a new leaf.  The old me is dead and gone.  I will no longer be the girl that dates the "nice guy" because he deserves a chance...because he makes me feel good...because he knows how to treat a woman...blah blah blah.  Nope.  If I am not attracted to him to the point of wanting to rip his clothes off and have my way with him then I am not dating him!  I repeat:  I AM NOT DATING HIM!  I didn't divorce my prick of an ex-husband so I could settle for someone that I am not absolutely, head-over-heels crazy about.  No fucking way!  Sure I have issues.  We all have issues.  I can find a guy that I am crazy about that can deal with my issues and still be crazy about me too.  I just need to stop selling myself short.  It will probably be a while before I start dating again...so my dairy isn't going to be juicy right from the get-go...but don't worry--my life is a train wreck in plenty of other areas and I'm willing to put it all out here for everyone to enjoy.